up close and personal (part one)
Maybe it sounds a bit strange or even a little crazy also, but at times, I want to have pubic hair again.
Going back in time, at least in my head, to how it was, and how it used to be, in the past.
When I had absolutely no idea how to do that, shave your pussy, and what I found attractive in it, let alone what a man thought of it and why?
I want to be back in that moment when I had my first experience masturbating myself. And how good it felt to get to know myself. Better and better. How I actually learned myself to really see and feel myself.
After all, one must admit, it’s a whole process, getting to know yourself, in all possible beautiful ways. In life the learning goes on and on and on. And that’s good.
But let’s go back. To pubic hair.
Going into my panties and feeling myself and those hairs at the same time, masturbating, it just adds up. Giving me so many horny ideas. Especially when I imagine that it’s your hand in there.
So, although I always keep everything neat and I’ve taught myself the so-called ‘art of shaving’ and I’ve refined it over the years, sometimes, very occasionally, I will tell you that I have pubic hair. That I’ve let it grow again. And then all I want is to catch your eyes.
To see your reaction and to see if it’s like I’ve always imagined it would be. Right.
That gives me the courage to ask the next question, something that has been a fantasy of me for a long long time now. Are you ready? Here it comes:
do you want to shave my pussy?
Your answer comes with your most beautiful smile, eyes that shine and a stiff cock. Could this be any better? Nope, best answer ever, in my opinion.
Letting my pussy being shaved by you, isn’t only really really horny, for me it also symbolizes trust, letting go, total surrender and daring to be myself with you. Quite a big deal if you look at it like that. However, I don’t want this to increase the pressure you may be feeling right now?
I want you, like me, to be yourself, to relax and to dare and have trust in what you’re about to do.
I believe in you and I believe that you can do this.
In the beginning we tend to laugh a bit nervously and insecure, but then concentration and yes, also horniness, takes over. We’re both naked and I see and feel the effect of this shaving session on both you and me.
I love your sensitivity, your conscientiousness, your pursuit of (my) happiness, your care. In everything you do. It all comes together during this shaving session of my pussy, how beautiful is that.
As your cock gets harder and harder, I can smell you, taste you, but you continue perfectly with your task. Wow, this is so intense. I have to control myself, not to give in to my increasing state of horniness or to touch your cock, but you’re very strict indeed, so I listen. To you.
I look at how careful you are, but also how goal-oriented ‘your work’ is.
You delicately touch my skin, but in a way, also my heart.
When you’re done, I look at the result. There is a small corner missing and here and there I still see some cute little hairs. But that doesn’t matter. What this really is about goes so much deeper than that. You understand that like no other. You understand me like no other.
You and me, my love, we,
we are ready for a next step.
(to be continued)
All artwork by Puck Rietveld
The philosophy behind blogporn is not so much that it’s written by me, as being my own person, but from a pseudonym. An alter ego, so to speak. This has several advantages.
First, my writings (on the wall) are not linked to me as a person, I mean that people who read blogporn don’t make an association with me. To guarantee my anonymity for various reasons. On the other hand, I think it’s important that everyone (18+) may and can recognize themselves in blogporn. It could therefore in principle be written by everyone and at the same time for everyone. This is what it’s all about. I find that important.
I want to exhilarate, challenge, be vulnerable, be able to be, dare to(o), arouse curiosity and share, create togetherness or just stimulate time with yourself. I want you to smile in recognition, get warmed by desire, notice your body when you get horny, really feel and touch yourself and who knows the other person too. What you do before, during or after blogporn is your choice. A sort of everything is possible and everything is allowed story 😉
Now let’s go back to my alter ego, the pseudonym I choose to write under. I chose N/A. The literal translation of this is: Not Applicable. It also means Not Available and No Answer. And last but not least: