stand by me

stand by me

In general I’m not that kind of woman who lives in the shallows.
I have no fear of depths.
Whether it’s my aim for interaction with other people or about things that have my interest or require my attention.
Above all in life, I like to have real meaningful contact and sincerity in all forms. To be as pure as possible, be the best I can be and always trying to strive for authenticity.
I love to really see each other and I love that we love seeing each other.
With eyes that shine and your laughter too.
There’s, however, one exception.
Sometimes I want it (to be) short and quick.
Sometimes I want you (to be) short and quick.
I want to know how it feels when you’re ‘in control’ (of me) and I want you to show me.
So turn me around.
Push me against that wall. Hard.
I want to feel it in my tits, do you read me?
I want my hands on my back and I want you to keep them there.
Hold me tight.
Come on.
I want to feel your power. Do it. With me.
I want my panties around my ankles.
I want to make a mental representation of it in my head,
because I find it such a horny perception, of how it should be, standing. So close to you.
I don’t want to go anywhere, but you.
There is no other way out for me, and if there is, I don’t want it,
but for you, one the other hand, there are (my) two exits. You can take em both. Are you still following me? Or am I the one who follows you and is that the way it has to be, if you want to be fucked against the wall?
I want my skirt up.
I want (my ass) to be exposed.
By you.


All artwork by Puck Rietveld

The philosophy behind blogporn is not so much that it’s written by me, as being my own person, but from a pseudonym. An alter ego, so to speak. This has several advantages.

First, my writings (on the wall) are not linked to me as a person, I mean that people who read blogporn don’t make an association with me. To guarantee my anonymity for various reasons. On the other hand, I think it’s important that everyone (18+) may and can recognize themselves in blogporn. It could therefore in principle be written by everyone and at the same time for everyone. This is what it’s all about. I find that important.

I want to exhilarate, challenge, be vulnerable, be able to be, dare to(o), arouse curiosity and share, create togetherness or just stimulate time with yourself. I want you to smile in recognition, get warmed by desire, notice your body when you get horny, really feel and touch yourself and who knows the other person too. What you do before, during or after blogporn is your choice. A sort of everything is possible and everything is allowed story 😉

Now let’s go back to my alter ego, the pseudonym I choose to write under. I chose N/A. The literal translation of this is: Not Applicable. It also means Not Available and No Answer. And last but not least:

Nocturnal Animal

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