From masturbating myself, while you watched me, with big excited eyes,
to the daring object of my mirror, in that barbershop.
From a rainy night at the front door of your room in that sleazy motel where I showed you, shoes only, my naked truth, to a perfect Christmas Eve, where everything was in its right place, you felt me there and then and allowed me to come in magisterial way, head over feet, under the table, without anyone noticing.
From Christmas to New Year’s Eve in which we found each other in plural and everything got wet and I mean that in the right kind of way.
After all this fabulous excitement, there is a realization and a wonderful feeling inside of me, that there’s a whole new year ahead of me.
With unlimited possibilities.
I’m full of exhilarating ideas, I’m dreaming beautiful lustful dreams and in my heart there is a wanting, needing desire for more… you.
I wish for you everything that sparkles, I wish you soft, but also very hard, I wish for you all that’s beautiful, sweet, horny and oh so sexy. I wish for you adventure and I hope (one day) to share this with you. Forever or occasionally. I want you to know and feel that everything is good.
I have a desire that goes deeper and further this year. I want to fulfill my dreams in all sense of the word(s I write).
I want to get closer. To you, yeah you.
Give up yourself unto the moment.
The time is now.
All artwork by Puck Rietveld
The philosophy behind blogporn is not so much that it’s written by me, as being my own person, but from a pseudonym. An alter ego, so to speak. This has several advantages.
First, my writings (on the wall) are not linked to me as a person, I mean that people who read blogporn don’t make an association with me. To guarantee my anonymity for various reasons. On the other hand, I think it’s important that everyone (18+) may and can recognize themselves in blogporn. It could therefore in principle be written by everyone and at the same time for everyone. This is what it’s all about. I find that important.
I want to exhilarate, challenge, be vulnerable, be able to be, dare to(o), arouse curiosity and share, create togetherness or just stimulate time with yourself. I want you to smile in recognition, get warmed by desire, notice your body when you get horny, really feel and touch yourself and who knows the other person too. What you do before, during or after blogporn is your choice. A sort of everything is possible and everything is allowed story 😉
Now let’s go back to my alter ego, the pseudonym I choose to write under. I chose N/A. The literal translation of this is: Not Applicable. It also means Not Available and No Answer. And last but not least: